Thursday, August 23, 2007

Alive for the Very First Time!

Yes I know that I have not posted for a very along time. I feel that an apology is in order. Here's my excuse... Summer. I don't reallt like the hot weather but a lot of "stuff"is happening and since school is out I am not constantly being reminded of students . Out of sight- out of mind. Sorry for acting that way. But now the students are everywhere. They are constantly on my mind because they are in my sight. I really don't like this about myself. I must "see" in order to invest. This is the major weakness of blogging in my opinion. I don't ever see you. So I am trying to invest ideas to a small group of people that I never really know. And so many of you are only distant bits of data. I prefer the "face-to-face" realm. I like the ideas of Jesus. You know the one about two or three gathered together in his name and He will be in their midst.
Two questions instantly flood my mind. They are instantly there but seem to insist on hanging around in my thoughts. I am driven to pursue the ideas of "In His Name" and "In their Midst". How do we gather "In His Name"? I believe the gathering of the saints to be vital to spiritual formation. No lasting spiritual development ever happens in isolation. I have benefited from an occasional retreat, but most of my real life growth has been hammered out in the context of the Body of Christ. I would like to hear what you think about "In His Name" This is often said at the end of prayers. I think I know why we say it, but what does it mean? And the daunting task of gathering in his name seems to lie before us. Can we gather with out Him? Can we gather in our own names? What happens when we gather in his name?
Next question: What does Jesus being in our midst mean? How does he do this? What should we do when he shows up? Should I dance? Weep? Fall to my knees? Stand in Awe? Embrace? Just be normal or never be the same? Sounds like our choruses doesn't it?
Yes it does. The music of the praise generation reflects this longing for celebration and the longing for Christ-himself, in our midst. I long for it. I have tasted it. I desire it for others.
I want to encourage you to find two or three people and gather your selves together and share some life with Jesus in youe midst. Don't settle for a substitute. The reality of Christ in our midst causes us to know that we are truly ALIVE in Christ! Yes even as if we are alive for the very first time!

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

The Hymns of Isaac Watts

I know.... no one likes hymns anymore. I think that is tragic. I want to expose you to a great thinker, theologian and poet. His name is Isaac Watts. He was born in Southhampton, England, on July 17, 1674. That makes him 333 years old this year!!! His father served several prison terms because of his non-conformity. He refused to yield to the church of England. Issac was a non-conformist also and his hymns reflect his rich faith and unswerving devotion to truth in Christ. Issac Watts fought for the truth that many of us cherish today. His concepts of grace were revolutionary. Here is a sample for your benefit and for God's praise!


Hymn 43 Part !
Adam, our Father and our head,
Transgress'd, and justice doom'd us dead;
The fiery law speaks all despair;
There's no reprieve nor pardon there.
But, O unutterable grace!
The Son of God takes Adam's place;
Down to our world the Saviour flies,
Stretches his arms, and bleeds and dies.
Justice was pleased to bruise the God,
And pay its wrongs with heav'nly blood;
What unknown racks and pangs He bore!
Then rose; the Law could ask no more.
Amazing work! look down, ye skies,
Wonder and gaze with all your eyes;
Ye heav'nly thrones, stoop from above,
And bow to this mysterious love.
Lo! they adore th' incarnate Son,
And sing the glories he hath won;
Sing how he broke our iron chains,
How deep he sunk, how high he reigns!
Triumph and reign, victorious Lord,
By all the flaming hosts ador'd;
And say, dear Conqueror, say how long
Ere we shall rise to join their song.
Send down a chariot from above,
With fiery wheels, and paved with love;
Raise us beyond th' ethereal blue,
to sing and love as angels do.
May we come to enjoy Christ in all his fullness..... in us!

Friday, May 11, 2007

Broken and spilled out

The alabaster jar of perfumed ointment has been broken to release the precious and costly contents. The oil was to be saved for burial rituals. But on this amazing encounter a women overcome by her love for Christ abandons all formal protocol and "wastes" the essence on the feet of a living Christ and dries his feet with her hair. A scandalous moment.
In order for the ointment to be used the jar had to be destroyed. One could not simply pour the ointment out and save the bottle as a reminder of what was done. At the exact moment of the alabaster jar's demise, a wonderful essence began to fill the room. The contents were lavished on dirty feet. Usually reserved for a funeral, this ointment was used to celebrate and anoint her Lord while he lived. This is the picture of overwealming love from a grateful heart. This is what it looks like when a sinner meets the Saviour. Always!
At the moment of our brokenness we notice the enticing aroma of Christ lofting up from where Jesus is washing our feet. This is the same Christ who endured the agony of the cross. He has been punished in our place. He has borne our sorrows and our shame. He died for our disapointments and our best efforts. He was crushed for our frustration and our failures. He was bruised for our grief and our guilt. He bled to death for our pain and pleasure. This sacred love has made us right with God. This love is the only reality that saves us; the only one that can.
So as we encounter our broken alabaster shells laying in the dirt, we must understand that the spilling of our inward essence is mandatory on this journey of life in Christ. In our brokenness we identify ourselves with His brokenness and in our spilling out we identify with his emptying of himself. In the full wonder of the aroma of Christ that invades our hearts and minds, we are filled with Life and essence. His life and His essence is in us and expresses itself through us! So reach down and pick up an alabaster remnant and put it in your pocket and smell it often.

Friday, April 27, 2007

The Ascent of Brokenness

The prisoner in the cave has been freed. He has been loosed from the chains that have bound him for so long. The pain of freedom now overwhelms his stiff and weak joints. New freedom is painfully slow. But the prisoner is not yet free, he is only just begun the journey. And so it is in Christian freedom. Plato suggests that the prisoner is "reluctantly dragged up a steep and rugged ascent, and held fast until he's forced into the presence of the sun himself, is he not likely to be pained and irritated?"
When we are drawn to the Christ life we are often reluctantly dragged by frustration and brokenness. These comrades show no fear as they break the chains that bind us. They recklessly force us to the light which dazzles our senses and creates confusion about what are now being called realities. The truth will set us free, but not until it hurts us, confuses us or simply makes us mad. Brokenness takes us to places that will be steep and rugged. This is the very ascent that brings us to the place of grace and truth. We would faint to make the ascent on our own. We haven't the stomach for it, so brokenness shows the way and often carries us. Do not fear brokenness for it is the means and not the end. The Psalmist sings, "a broken and contrite spirit I will not despise." Brokenness brings us to the end of our self-life, self-love, self-effort, self- righteousness and self- indulgence.
The end of self is the beginning of Christ. For too long I spent my days trying to live for Jesus in my own self generated and self satisfying strength. Today I seek to have Christ live His life through me. I cannot live for Christ. The reality of the cross provides the way for the resurrected Christ to live in me and through me.
" I am crucified with Christ. I do not live anymore and the life I live in the flesh I live by faith in the Son of God who loved me and gave himself for me. And I do not set aside the grace of God , for if righteousness could be obtained by the Law, Christ died for nothing." Galatians 2:20-22
Friends, do not fear brokenness. God will not despise you. He will not break you for the sake of seeing you break. The pain and hurt have purpose. God can take the broken pieces of your existence and use them for your benefit. Do not be afraid. Do not be afraid. I say again, do not be afraid.

Plato's Cave Analogy

Here's a little story by a very big thinker. It is from Plato's most famous book, The Republic. So here is Plato's Analogy in all its glory!
And now, I said, let me show in a figure how far our nature is enlightened or unenlightened: Behold! human beings living in an underground den, which has a mouth open towards the light and reaching all along the den; here they have been from their childhood, and have their legs and necks chained so they cannot move, and can only see before them, being prevented by the chains from turning round their heads. Above and behind them a fire is blazing at a distance, and between the fire and the prisoners there is a raised way; and you will see, if you look, a low wall built along the way, like the screen which marionette players have in front of them, over which they show the puppets. (Glaucon) I see. And do you see, I said, men passing along the wall carrying all sorts of vessels, and statues and figures of animals made of wood and stone and various materials, which appear over the wall? Some of them are talking, others silent.
You have shown me a strange image, and they are strange prisoners.
Like ourselves, I replied; and they see only their own shadows, or the shadows of one another, which the fire throws on the opposite wall of the cave?
True, he said; how could they see anything but the shadows if they were never allowed to move their heads?
And of the objects which are being carried in like manner they would only see the shadows?
Yes, he said.
And if they were able to converse with one another, would they not suppose that they were naming what was actually before them?
Very true.
And suppose further that the prison had an echo which came from the other side, would they not be sure to fancy when one of the passers-by spoke that the voice which they heard came from the passing shadow?
No question, he replied.
To them, I said, the truth would be literally nothing but the shadows of the images.
That is certain.
And now look again, and see what will naturally follow if the prisoners are released and disabused of their error. At first, when any of them is liberated and compelled suddenly to stand up and turn his neck round and walk and look towards the light, he will suffer sharp pains; the glare will distress him, and he will be unable to see the realities of which in his former state he had seen the shadows; and then conceive some one saying to him, that what he saw before was an illusion, but that now, when he is approaching nearer to being and his eye is turned towards more real existence, he has a clearer vision, -what will be his reply? And you may further imagine that his instructor is pointing to the objects as they pass and requiring him to name them, -- will he not be perplexed? Will he not fancy that the shadows which he formerly saw are truer than the objects which are now shown to him?
Far truer.
And if he is compelled to look straight at the light, will he not have a pain in his eyes which will make him turn away to take and take in the objects of vision which he can see, and which he will conceive to be in reality clearer than the things which are now being shown to him?
True, he said.
And suppose once more, that he is reluctantly dragged up a steep and rugged ascent, and held fast until he 's forced into the presence of the sun himself, is he not likely to be pained and irritated? When he approaches the light his eyes will be dazzled, and he will not be able to see anything at all of what are now called realities.
Not all in a moment, he said.
He will require to grow accustomed to the sight of the upper world. And first he will see the shadows best, next the reflections of men and other objects in the water, and then the objects themselves; then he will gaze upon the light of the moon and the stars and the spangled heaven; and he will see the sky and the stars by night better than the sun or the light of the sun by day?
Certainly.
Last of he will be able to see the sun, and not mere reflections of him in the water, but he will see him in his own proper place, and not in another; and he will contemplate him as he is.
Certainly.
He will then proceed to argue that this is he who gives the season and the years, and is the guardian of all that is in the visible world, and in a certain way the cause of all things which he and his fellows have been accustomed to behold?
Clearly, he said, he would first see the sun and then reason about him.
And when he remembered his old habitation, and the wisdom of the den and his fellow-prisoners, do you not suppose that he would felicitate himself on the change, and pity them?
Certainly, he would.
And if they were in the habit of conferring honours among themselves on those who were quickest to observe the passing shadows and to remark which of them went before, and which followed after, and which were together; and who were therefore best able to draw conclusions as to the future, do you think that he would care for such honours and glories, or envy the possessors of them? Would he not say with Homer,
Better to be the poor servant of a poor master, and to endure anything, rather than think as they do and live after their manner?
Yes, he said, I think that he would rather suffer anything than entertain these false notions and live in this miserable manner.
Imagine once more, I said, such an one coming suddenly out of the sun to be replaced in his old situation; would he not be certain to have his eyes full of darkness?
To be sure, he said.
And if there were a contest, and he had to compete in measuring the shadows with the prisoners who had never moved out of the den, while his sight was still weak, and before his eyes had become steady (and the time which would be needed to acquire this new habit of sight might be very considerable) would he not be ridiculous? Men would say of him that up he went and down he came without his eyes; and that it was better not even to think of ascending; and if any one tried to loose another and lead him up to the light, let them only catch the offender, and they would put him to death.
No question, he said.
This entire allegory, I said, you may now append, dear Glaucon, to the previous argument; the prison-house is the world of sight, the light of the fire is the sun, and you will not misapprehend me if you interpret the journey upwards to be the ascent of the soul into the intellectual world according to my poor belief, which, at your desire, I have expressed whether rightly or wrongly God knows. But, whether true or false, my opinion is that in the world of knowledge the idea of good appears last of all, and is seen only with an effort; and, when seen, is also inferred to be the universal author of all things beautiful and right, parent of light and of the lord of light in this visible world, and the immediate source of reason and truth in the intellectual; and that this is the power upon which he who would act rationally, either in public or private life must have his eye fixed.

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

Back To The Cave

I recently unearthed a treasure of philosophical truth. How did I manage to miss out on the analogy of Plato’s Cave? I do not know.
I teach a Spiritual Formation class and used Plato’s cave analogy as the intro to the class. I find the analogy to be so incredibly appropriate to basic Christian discipleship.
Several years ago, I found myself as a prisoner in a cave, forced to face the front and be good. I questioned just enough to make myself look good and feel smart, but I was ever fearful that I would cross the line that would make others question me. Just as the prisoners in Plato’s cave were conditioned to only see the flickering shadows cast on the cave wall before them, so I was content to see, identify, and feel strongly about the images paraded before me. The shadows were my reality. I knew nothing different, and shaped my spiritual life according to these images. I became quite savvy in identifying the shadows. I knew them by heart. I gained my sense of acceptance and belonging from being able to expound and exegete the shadows.
But one day, or I should say by a process of many days of struggle, heart-ache, frustration, and despair, I was loosed from the chains, and started my journey. My “ascent to the sun.” The ascent out of the cave was difficult and wrought with perils of its own. I was accompanied by brokenness and suffering. At first brokenness and suffering appear to be antagonistic to my goal. They appeared to be against me. However, they were faithful and steady in the role of leading me to the opening of the cave and all that is beyond the cave. Once in the light of full sun, confusion set in as I began to see things in the light looked strangely familiar, but altogether foreign at the same time. The question, “What is true?” challenged and excited me. It amazed me and scared me. I wanted to know what was ultimately true.
As my eyes were “enlightened” (Ephesians 1: 18-20) I began to see truth as it really is, not merely the flickering shadow of truth. I began to experience the reality itself. That reality was nothing less than Jesus Himself (Colossians 2:17). Slowly I began to see Christ for who He truly is. I began to live, to really live, as if alive for the very first time. Time, truth, and love birthed a new desire deep within me. I began to think of all those friends and family in bondage in the cave. My desire and hope was to go “Back to the cave.”
So, here I am, in a most unusual place: the blogosphere. I am not computer literate, nor do I pretend to be. My hope and prayer for this blog is to return to the cave from whence I came to challenge you with news and reports of real spiritual life that will cause some of you to be free to be all that God in Christ created you to be, and to do all that God in Christ will empower you to do.
For those that think I’m blinded for going outside the cave, please don't kill me.
Kurt
PS: Will post the entire analogy next time.